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Hello and welcome If this is your first time with us.
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Thank you so much for stopping by.
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You are listening to Choose to Endure, the show dedicated to the non-elite runners, where we share stories, interviews, gear and training tips specific to the tail-end heroes of the Ultra universe.
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My name is Richard Gleave.
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I have been running Ultras now since 2017.
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I have taken on and finished numerous Ultra distances, all the way up through 220 miles, and I am unashamedly a member of the back of the pack, just like many of you out there.
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Member of the back of the pack, just like many of you out there.
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Now, today, I am thrilled to introduce you to a really quite extraordinary guest, mr David Solomon.
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David's story is one of resilience, creativity and passion.
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Not only is he an accomplished ultra runner, but he is also a really talented photographer, capturing stunning landscapes under his name and moniker, beloved Peace Photography.
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What makes David's journey even more remarkable is that he's done all this while living with fascio scapulohumeral muscular dystrophy FSHD moving forwards, which is a progressive muscle disorder that presents some unique physical challenges.
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Despite this, david has refused to let those challenges define his limits, and in this episode, we're going to hear about his very recent experience finishing the Swami Shuffle 200.
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We'll explore his creative journey behind the camera lens and learn how he continues to push himself physically and mentally while living with FSHD.
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So whether you're here for the inspiration, the ultra running insights, or just to hear a really compelling story, I think you're in for a treat.
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Let's dive in.
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Discover raw, inspiring stories from runners who've been right where you are.
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This is the Choose to Endure Ultra Running Podcast With your host he's English, not Australian Richard Gleave.
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David, welcome to the show.
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Really excited to have the opportunity to chat with you today.
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I think you've had such an incredible journey.
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I really think listeners are going to find your story inspiring and relatable.
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To get things kicked off, can you share a bit about your background and really what first drew you to ultra running and also photography?
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Where does that come into play?
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Well, my earliest recollection of running was when I was a child, maybe eight or nine years old.
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There was this guy that lived across the street that was older than me and he would do the one mile loop around the neighborhood that we lived in and I expressed interest to go with him, but I guess he didn't think I would be able to do the distance.
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But I did do the distance, I seem to recall more than once, and he was surprised that I was able to stick with him and do the distance, and so distance running has just sort of always been just a part of who I am.
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I ran track in the ninth grade.
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I competed in the two-mile event and I placed first once and had three second-place finishes.
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Then I did a bit of running in the Navy, but it wasn't until 1997.
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Oh nice when I did a 5K and that sort of kicked off consistency and running.
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But it actually wasn't until later that same year that I ran the Duke Children's 15K and placed third in my age group and that really permanently sealed the deal on my passion for endurance running.
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Nice.
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And so where did the ultra running come in?
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So after the 15K I ran a few races and then I did my first marathon in 1999, the Myrtle Beach Marathon, which was a lot of fun.
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And then I did a couple more marathons and decided I wanted to do more, but I wasn't sure what.
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And then I found out about ultra marathons, a whole different sort of subculture of running that I didn't even know existed.
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And I chose for my first ultra the JFK 50 mile in 2001.
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And it was such an incredible experience, running over that type of terrain and being in that type of environment, running over that type of terrain and being in that type of environment, that I knew I was home.
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Like marathons are fun, other distances are fun, but nothing just you know, spoke to my soul the same way the ultra marathons have?
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Had you always been into the photography side of things, or did that come about as a result of the ultra running as you were out in these awesome places like how and where does the photography piece fit in?
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So, ever since I?
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was a child, I've had an interest in photography, but of course, I grew up during the film age and coming up at it.
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Uh, you know, we didn't have a lot of money when I was coming up and so you just couldn't take a lot of shots on mom's camera when I was a kid.
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So the interest was always there, but the resources were not.
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But then, as cell phones came along and cameras came on cell phones and the cameras on the cell phones became better, I started snapping images with my cell phone pretty consistently, I guess in 2017.
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And, to my surprise, people were requesting to purchase prints that I would post, and I'm like you know, I just snapped this.
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To my surprise, people were requesting to purchase prints that I would post, and I'm like you know, I just snapped this with my phone, right and they were like well, we don't care, it's a great image, and so that's what started it.
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I did get my first real camera in 2018 and have accumulated additional gear since then.
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So I do have a couple of smaller cameras that I normally take with me on runs and hikes so that the weight isn't as much of a factor.
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I did carry some during Swami, but I eventually ditched the camera because I found that I really didn't have a lot of interest in fooling with the camera while I was running, but I did so all of those shots fooling with the camera while I was running, but I did so all of those shots were taken with my phone.
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I mean truly.
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You probably wouldn't know unless you had asked.
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There's some really good shots out there.
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Do you go looking for shots specifically or do you just find and see them and go oh, that's something I've got to take a shot of.
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You know I'm not trying to toot my own horn, but there's this thing when people say you've got the eye, and I realized I've got the eye.
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So it's like, you know, I'll come along a scene and it's like boom, all of a sudden everything in the scene aligns and I'm like, okay, I need to snap this sort of a thing.
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And so that's where a lot of my images came in, Swami.
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So yeah, yeah.
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There's some really good ones out there.
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Definitely encourage folks to go have a look.
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I think you're on mainly Instagram, is that right?
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Yes, sir, that's correct.
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Yeah, thank you.
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So we'll link that in the show notes here and definitely folks go out there and have a look at that.
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Now, as far as the FSHD, have you always had that, or where in your running journey did that kick in?
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If you haven't always had that?
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Yeah, sure, so it's genetic.
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So technically I've always had it, but it didn't manifest itself until later in my life.
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It is sometimes hereditary, but in my case it was not, so my genes mutated, so no one passed it down to me, but I can pass it down to my kids.
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I'm not sure if they have it or not, but it can be passed down.
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Mine was adult onset, so, except for some subtle signs I may have realized going back some years, it really didn't show up until I was 37, 38 years old in 2011, I think it was and I remember we were moving one weekend and I was trying to reach some shelves in the closet and all of a sudden my right arm wouldn't go above my shoulder anymore.
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It didn't hurt, there was no pain associated with it, but I just noticed that I, you know, I couldn't do what I used to be able to do with that arm, and so eventually I went to the doctor.
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They referred me to a bunch of people who didn't know what was going on, and finally I got referred to duke, and they did some tests and discovered that I did have the gene defect that causes the FSHD.
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So yeah, for those out there that may be wondering I think you alluded to it right there but how does it impact your day-to-day life?
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And then, secondly, how did that then impact your approach to the running and any other endurance sports that you might have participated in after you've had this onset?
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Yeah.
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So the good news is I don't like to make the situation sound worse than it is, because there are a lot of people that I've seen with FSHD that are wheelchair bound.
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It's progressed much farther with them.
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There's just huge variations between symptoms and effects that people have, so adult onset is normally less severe, so thankfully mine is less severe.
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So far it has not really been a debilitating disease for me.
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I can still do 85% of the things I've always done, but the disease does progress very slowly but it does progress, and so things that I've always done are just more difficult for me to do and take more recovery time sometimes.
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Also, the FSHD doesn't affect every muscle everywhere.
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It only affects certain muscle groups.
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So different types of muscular dystrophy affects different muscle groups.
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So for me mine is primarily in my upper back, my triceps, my quadriceps and my hips.
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Those areas Also it's normally asymmetric.
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Those areas also it's normally asymmetric, so it will usually affect only one side and not the other.
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Or if it affects both sides, usually one side is affected worse than the other side so, so clearly, your fshd hasn't affected you to the point yet where you can't finish something like the swami shuffle.
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So let's get into your race experience.
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What a week ago, two weeks ago, whenever it was now I don't know, the days seem to go together.
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We finished two weeks ago.
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Yeah, I guess it is.
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Yeah, it's almost exactly two weeks ago at this point, yeah, yeah.
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So, first of all, I had a quick look on your ultra signup bio and you have a ton of ultra races out there, but I didn't see any other races kind of up and around the 200 mile mark.
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What made you?
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decide to tackle the Swami Shuffle and a 200 miler.
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So I have paced my buddy Dents, Stephen Dents, at the Swami twice now, in 2022 and 2024.
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And during those years he was always pushing and prodding me to do the Swami also.
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And I told him that, other than short distances, I really love out and backs.
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And I told him I just couldn't fathom doing an out and back that totaled 216 miles.
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That's just out of the question.
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Yeah, but through pacing him and crewing him and also I've done a number of other solo adventures and races on the Outer Banks I've kind of just become an expert on the course, I guess.
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And so it started to feel less like something I wouldn't want to do and more like something I'm kind of already doing anyway.
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So like, why not just sign up and see what happens?
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And so Vince and I switched roles and he crewed me and the rest is history.
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Yeah, walk us through your experience.
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First of all, I think you and I met in the runner house pre-race.
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We were doing pre-game in the house there.
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So had you ever done 200 miles in any way, shape or form at that point, or no?
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no, I I have done a couple of hundred milers, but I have not finished a hundred miler officially since 2014.
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Okay, so so to more than double that distance you know, 11 years later was definitely a significant undertaking for me how were you feeling that that day before, the night before a 200 mile race, having not finished 100 since goodness knows when?
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I imagine that's got to be pretty daunting.
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Yeah, I mean, you know how the runner's mind works because you're one yourself.
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We go through periods of excitement and dreaming to periods of what the heck have I gotten myself into?
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And so sometimes it seemed like a really great idea, and sometimes it seemed like a really terrible idea.
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And this is all before the race even started.
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And then we had snow this year as well snow on the beach and ice on the on the trails, which is unusual for the area and so added interest to the 200 mile event, although thankfully it went away, I think, as we got further south.
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But yeah, it was pretty cool to start with.
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Yeah, it was all right.
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So tell me how your, how your race went.
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How did it start off?
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Day one, day two you've got the beach sections to get kicked off.
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How did your race go at the start?
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so the good news is I knew all about the beach section because I've done it twice already but finishing, finishing with dense.
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So you know I knew what to expect.
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The beach section seemed really easy to me only because the first two times I did it was at densest finish and by the way, I had paced I think the second time I crewed and paced for him I covered like 80 some miles myself that week.
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So you know, I think I was as happy to finish that as he was, even though he had done far more distance than me.
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So I was kind of thinking about all of that when I was hitting the beach in my own race.
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But now heading out, and obviously you know, the first day for most everybody is probably the best day, at least for a while.
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And so I was feeling really good.
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I thought I would.
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I thought it would take me eight hours to get off the beach, cause when I did it a year ago with dance it took me eight hours to get off the beach, but I actually came off the beach in six, 48, which was a lot better than I thought I would be.
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And uh, yeah, oh and I should interject this too is I actually had a really nasty fall on February the 3rd, and for a couple of weeks I wasn't even sure I would be able to run the race at all, because I was in significant pain in my back.
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X-rays were negative, which is great, but I still had some pain in my back all the way up till the Friday before the race.
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But then on Saturday, when we were traveling in, what was lingering had disappeared, and so I was very thankful for that, because I wasn't even I wasn't sure if I'd be able to race at all, and once I got started I thought the injury might resurface and wreak havoc on my efforts, but it actually didn't.
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Excellent, yeah, yeah.
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So you got off the beach in 648, which I think is a pretty decent effort, to be fair and then you start your way down from Corolla down to Nags Head and then over to over Pea Island.
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How was that for you?
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Did you make good time on those first few days with Mr Dents?
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How did you guys work together?
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How was he setting up from a crew perspective?
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Yeah, so Dents is so awesome.
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I feel like I did a really good job crewing and pacing him, but I also feel like he was even better than I was.
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I kept telling him I'm like man.
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I said I feel really needy.
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I said I don't know, I feel like I'm tougher for you than you were for me, and maybe that was just me being in my head, I don't know.
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But he and I strategized constantly.
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I mean, from the outset, we were constantly strategizing, shifting the game plan.
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I mean you know how it is.
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You were out there.
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I'm sure you guys were doing the same thing.
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And so the challenge is not just maintaining a certain mileage per day, but also how does that coincide with places you would like to stop and stay for the night?
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But also how does that coincide with places you would like to stop and stay for the night?
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And so you know, those two things together presented a lot of challenges in the planning, for sure.
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Did you guys have a plan to stay somewhere every night, or was there ever a plan to kind of go through as far as you can, and did it play out like that?
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Here's the funny thing.
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Ok, so dense is a.
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Dense is a more gifted runner than I am, so he can.
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He can control his plan better by speeding up or slowing down than I can.
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For me, I'm just going to be slower, slower, okay.
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So me improving my situation by speeding up is never going to happen.
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I just do what I do and other things have to fall in place in order to make that happen.
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So when Dents did it, he coined his experience with Swami as Bhuji, the Bhuji Swami.
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In other words, he knew where he was going to stay.
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Every night For the most part he got to all of those places we stayed, got up the next morning and continued on.
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We both knew that my situation was going to be different because in order for me to log the same amount of miles per day, I was going to need more hours each day to be able to accomplish that same amount of mileage.
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So we knew that we would probably stay some places along the way, but we didn't have a preset schedule.
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So we were just kind of seeing how the days went and then maybe, once we got over the halfway point, sort of the finishing plan started to come into more focus and we kind of knew how much we needed to do and the destinations that we needed to shoot for each day needed to do and the destinations that we needed to shoot for each day.
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Now you I think you said you've done at least some of this course with, with steve in particular, but other parts of it maybe by you know, by yourself.
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Are there any favorite parts of this course that you have or parts that you like the least so?
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I really love running through the town of duck.
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It's just such a charming, charming little beach town so I really enjoy Duck.
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Personally, I prefer running through all of the little towns more than I do the section.
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I call the sections desolation.
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The desolation stretches, and it isn't because they aren't beautiful.
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They are extremely beautiful and if I were out on a short casual run I would probably enjoy those sections more.
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But because I'm already so mentally fatigued it just seems like some of those sections carry on forever and ever and so I don't enjoy running ultras in those long, desolate sections as much as I do running through the little towns.
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Yeah, so down over Pea Island and then down past well out to Avon.
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That's another one that really messes with people's head when you come out of Salvo and you've got like 15 miles of straight road until you get to Avon down there.
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That's a tough stretch.
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Yeah, and at one point you can see it in some of the photos I posted maybe one or two but I had a bucket hat on, tried to keep some of the sun off my face.
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Man, those vehicles were flying so fast it kept blowing my hat off.
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So then I flipped it up and made it kind of look like a Gilligan's hat, and it was a weird way to wear it, but that was the only way I could keep it on my head.
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Yeah, we're talking about photos.
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I think you have a great photo out there of you sitting there.
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It's the pizza and lube photo.
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I think that I like a lot.
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What was going on with the pizza and lube photo.
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Man, I don't know, I, um, I.
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I like to think that I'm self-sufficient and I've proven that I can be on my solar adventures.
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In fact, this is the first race I've ever been crewed in at all, to the best of my knowledge, and so in a sense it sort of made me uncomfortable, just because I don't know that I'm really like to be weighted on hand and foot, but it was.
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It was clear to me that this is going to be my best chance of finishing.
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I did it for dance, he was doing it for me.
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We have such a good chemistry together so it was just a really fun time.
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And so by the time that photo was taken, like, like we knew what our routine was.
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In fact, I would start texting him in advance of me getting to the next stop, saying I need this, this and this, and he said that really helped him out a whole lot, and so then when I showed up he'd have my chair out, all of the things next to it that I would need.
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So you know we were kind of a well-oiled machine by that point.
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So it was funny to get a photo image of what had become our racer-crewer reality up to that point.
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Yeah, well-oiled or well-lubed, I don't know.
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It was definitely good.
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Now, did you have a standard where Steve would go every two miles and stop, or every five miles and stop?
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Yeah, it was kind of it just sort of depended on where I was mentally and physically and then so, you know, we would tweak that.
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So the more the overnights or the or the early mornings, I should say those are my best times of day, and so I feel like I didn't need as much attention during those times of day, but then the later we got in the day.
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You know, the late afternoon into early evening is just always really tough for me, and so at times I would say, you know, let's do every two miles, and then a time or two I even called him and had him come meet me even sooner than we had planned, just because times I just felt unwell and things like that.
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And so yeah, we just kind of tweaked it as we went.
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Excellent.
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Aside from the pizza and lube, were there any other specific moments you can recall?
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either on the way out or the way back.
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That really stood out to you.
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Was there any point in the race where you thought I may not actually finish this?
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Yes, definitely.
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So I have learned during my multi-day hikes that day three I'm sorry, day two is usually the worst for me.
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So I anticipated day two being the worst for me during Swami.
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But day two was worse than day one for sure.
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But it was actually day three when I bottomed out, and so what I was really struggling with is like the first two nights.
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I think the first day I logged 44 miles.
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Next day I logged 40 miles.
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I logged 44 miles.
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Next day I logged 40 miles.
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But each time I wasn't getting to the hotel or wherever we were staying until like 1 or 2 in the morning.
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And I told him, as I said, I'm like man, I can't keep doing this.
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Because here's the thing you know, I've run 117 ultras up to this point over a number of years, and where this differs from other ultras is when you run an ultra, you know you run for a few hours or a day and then you get to go home and soothe the well, okay, but in this you don't get to soothe anything.
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You got to get up the next day and do it again, and then the next day and do it again, and then the next day and do it again, and then the next day and do it again.
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So, even though in my head I knew that that was what was going to occur, nothing could have prepared me for that experience except actually become involved in the event.
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And so when I got up on day three, I mean I laid in bed sobbing because I didn't know how I would go on.
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I was chafing in really bad places, you know.
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My feet were really swollen, my legs just hurt and ached.
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I mean I looked like a cripple just getting out of bed and walking around the place and I thought, I mean I really thought I just might not be able to do this anymore.
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And that's so unlike me, because usually I can find some place of motivation to get out the door.
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But I didn't have any on this day.
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And so, when I tell you, when I finally stepped out the door, I don't even know what made that possible I just and I told Vince I said I have no goals today.
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Like my only goal is to take the next step and then the next step, and we'll just see where that gets me.
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I ended up logging 25 miles that day, which I felt was pretty good, considering I didn't want to do 25 feet.
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But I realized then why these journey races are so incredibly difficult and it really broke me down, man.
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It really moved me to the core, you know, experiencing that level of endurance to the point where I just didn't want to go anymore.
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I mean really truly didn't want to go anymore.
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But did anyway.
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Yeah, and yet you did anyway, and that I think is key and point of a lot of these races is that you and others are somehow finding the will to move forwards, which I think is absolutely incredible.
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Where were you at on day three?